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30 September 2011

#2



September is ending, left with a few hours. Let's hope October will be a better month.

Sometimes I wish I'd wake up and just forget about you. Forget all the things you said, did, the things that I held onto.

The time now is currently 3.29pm and I am already super bored.
I shall post my compo here. It is up to you to read or not k.
The topic for the compo is something to do with this sentence "I argued with him but it was useless"

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I argued with him but it was useless. No matter how hard I tried to save this relationship. He had made
up his mind to leave me. 2years 10 months, all gone like that. The love we once shared was gone,
vanished in the wind.

No one wanted to see this kind of ending. Zhi Wei the guy who have been through thick and thin
with me every since the day we were together . But now , I wish he were here . I had known him since I was in primary school. We even got into the same secondary school. We only got to know each
other when we were 15. By 16, we were already very close to each other, just like soul mates.
His care and concern was much more than I expected. On 13th May that year, we finally got together.
As we were having our O levels that year, we aimed to get into the same poly and we strived really hard
for it. After our O levels , we got into the same poly, Nanyang Polytechnic , Engineering.

We ended up in different classes. He was not happy about it but still I managed to convinced him.
As both of us were good looking, we had many admirers in class, even in school. Life was not easy
for us. Zhi Wei was busy with his studies and trying to balance our relationship, while I was
harassed by a group of guys everyday . It didn't really bothered me. It was our 2years 10months
anniversary. He was having his examinations and I decided to give him a surprise by going
his house for our celebration . I came up his house at 5pm. He was shocked when he saw me.
He opened the door for me and I saw another girl sitting on the sofa watching the television.
I was shocked . It was my bestfriend. " I am sorry " He said.

His face changed totally. He walked to the door and hugged me. He told me that we should
breakup and asked me to get a better guy. I questioned him with lots of whys and all he said was
in a different class he could not balance his studies and our relationship and I deserve better.
He showed me less care and concern when he was in year 2 but I didn't mind but now I know why...
And now, with just one word, he left me. I tried to solve the problem , I told him that I am willing to
wait and to share his burden with him. No matter how much I said, he still could not be convinced.

All I could think that night was where is the love we once shared. Has he forgotten? I left his
house in tears..... That was the worst day ever.


I finally done typing. Hope you enjoy my story. It is not true fyi.

&& 快乐只是一种感觉.