Can you do me a favour ? Stay .
People says , if something is meant to be yours , they will be yours one day or come back to you.
Honestly , I never really believe it till that day. You know why ?
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Continue reading , please be patient .
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Can you believe that it is possible to meet someone / be friend with someone that you has lost
contact for months ? It sounds impossible to all of you right . This is what had happened to me.
I met Zhi Wei on May I supposed . Everything just started off as a stranger till the day my friend got
his number for me. We started texting and then meeting up each other. I had feelings for him
since the first day we met. I don't know why either. It all started from a crush . Soon , the feelings
get deeper and it is like...... I thought that he liked me too. How foolish was I ? Ha. Every girl
will also think that way , that a guy like her or something cause of the way they talked and act.
And he started ignoring my text or give me cold replies . Sometimes when he didn't reply the
reason was because his prepaid was low . And there was a period of time where we didn't
really text , cause of his prepaid . I got so mad and I went to drink . I am stupid , I know that.
Drinking doesn't solve the problem though , so don't be stupid like me k. And I started texting
him nonsense . He called me and I was talking nonsense to him. The next day , it was the day
when I collected my report book . It was May 28 I supposed . He send me the text that if it were
you , you would have been heartbroken. He didn't wanted to text me anymore and so he changed
his number and he said that it was the last message he is going to send me . Do you know how
I felt ? ......................... I couldn't take the blow. I just cried and cried all day long.
It sounded stupid , am I right ? It is like he is not even my boyf or something ? Why the fuck
am I crying over him. And because of the fact that I know where he stayed , I camp there
like almost everday........ I even went to places that he use to go............. I saw a number of
times but till that day on 6 Dec , I saw him at Plaza Sing. I was with Eileen . I didn't plan to
go there to see him or even know that he is at there. It just happen. I couldn't care anything more
but to have the urge to talk to him / clarify things / ask him questions . Alot of whys were in my head.
The feeling is just so eeeeeeeeeeek. He avoided me at first but then he still came out and we talked
things out. Tears just flowed .... After that , it wasn't so bad . We are still texting :)
He changed a lot though . And so I met him yesterdayyyyyyyy with his friends. We went up
to his house ~~~ He is better than the past . But I just don't dare to pin high hopes anymore.
Because of him :
I break a lot of guys heart xxxxxxx.
Those who loves me / close friends know it too :)
Cause I know in my heart he is the guy I truly love.
I think it is destiny and fate . Even if we remain as friends , I will still treasure him.